Please Don't Make Me Fall: Healed by His Grace When Church Hurt
By Katina Shoni Freeman
Official Release: May 15 at Midnight
There are wounds that don’t come from the world.
They come from the Church.
Please Don’t Make Me Fall is a bold, unfiltered, and deeply necessary book that confronts one of the most silenced realities in the Body of Christ—church hurt caused by those entrusted to shepherd God’s people.
Through raw testimony and uncompromising biblical truth, Katina Shoni Freeman exposes the devastating impact of spiritual abuse, control, betrayal, and manipulation operating within church leadership. From being cast out of two churches to enduring broken relationships and spiritual trauma, this book does not shy away from what many have experienced but few have dared to say.
This is not just a story of pain.
It is a call to accountability.
With Scripture from Jeremiah, Ezekiel, and the teachings of Jesus, this book confronts:
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Abusive shepherding and spiritual control
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The presence of Jezebel and Ahab spirits operating in leadership
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The misuse of authority that scatters instead of restores
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The silent suffering of wounded believers
And yet—this is also a story of grace.
A grace that sustains.
A grace that restores.
A grace that refuses to let you fall—even when people try to push you out.
This book is for:
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The believer who was wounded by the Church but still loves God
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The one who felt rejected, silenced, or cast out
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The leader willing to examine, repent, and rebuild God’s way
This is not a comfortable read.
It is a necessary one.
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About UnCovered: When Love Became My Lesson
by Jalyn Belle
For years, Jalyn Belle searched for love to fill a void she couldn’t fully explain—a void rooted in absence, unmet needs, and the quiet ache of wanting to feel chosen. That search led her through relationships, expectations, and even into her marriage, where she found herself placing pressure on others to heal what they didn’t break.
But everything shifted when she encountered God in a deeper way.
In UnCovered: When Love Became My Lesson, Jalyn shares her personal journey of uncovering the emotional patterns and wounds that shaped her pursuit of love—and how God used those very places to teach her, heal her, and restore her identity.
This 21-day devotional, inspired by the story of the woman at the well, invites readers into a space of honesty, reflection, and transformation. Each day gently walks you through confronting hidden hurts, releasing misplaced expectations, and receiving the kind of love that doesn’t leave you empty—God’s love.
Through scripture, reflection, and real-life insight, you’ll begin to understand that the love you’ve been searching for was never meant to be found in people—but in the One who knows you fully and still chooses you.
This devotional is for you if:
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You’ve searched for love in relationships and still felt unfulfilled
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You’ve struggled with father wounds or emotional emptiness
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You’ve placed expectations on others to meet needs only God can fulfill
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You’re ready to heal, grow, and rediscover your identity in Christ
This is more than a devotional—it’s an invitation to sit at the well, uncover the truth about your heart, and let love become your greatest lesson.
About UnCovered: A Meeting at the Well with Goel
by Katina Shoni Freeman
What do you do when the place that’s supposed to heal you becomes the place that hurts you?
UnCovered: A Meeting at the Well with Goel is my story of meeting Jesus, my Redeemer, during one of the most painful seasons of my life—when I was being kicked out of church. The rejection, shame, and betrayal I experienced left me broken, but it also led me to the well. There, face-to-face with Christ, I discovered that the very pain I wanted to hide was the pain He wanted to heal.
This 21-day devotional is more than words on a page—it’s an invitation. An invitation to everyone who has ever been rejected, misunderstood, betrayed, or silenced. It’s for the ones carrying shame from church hurt, as well as the ones weighed down by hidden struggles from the past. Through daily reflections, scripture, and prayer, you’ll be guided into the same exchange I experienced: shame uncovered and redemption revealed.
Whether your story looks like mine or not, the truth is the same—at the well, Jesus meets us in our brokenness, uncovers what we’ve tried to bury, and restores us with His redeeming love.
If you’ve ever felt like you didn’t belong, like your voice didn’t matter, or like your past disqualified you from God’s love—this book is for you. In just 21 days, you’ll walk away uncovered, unashamed, and confident in the One who knows you fully and loves you completely.
